5:21 AM / Saturday, May 30, 2009
Miss you! Miss you!
I went to Jurong East Library to meet my old friend to study together. Even though we are in the different world, J2 and Poly sem1, but we managed to do what we wanted to do. Taking shuttle bus to IMM, having our lunch and tea break over there. Having fun and memory with her today. Hope we can deserve what we are now.I messaged KIMBERLY QUEK, but she didn't reply me yesterday. I think she is too busy with her kayaking, ICA already! So sad, I don't even care about it since I have become so so so so lazy. Can you imagine Welly becomes so so so lazy till I myself also can't take it with what I am doing everyday. I really hope that I can become '2 years ago' Welly! In other words, I was once a damn HARDWORKING student lal! LOL..Sometimes, I asked my friends something, but they couldn't answer me properly. I asked my old friend, WAN WISANI about How to get my motivation back? She said think of your mum, people you love or people that always encourage you, how they harbor hope on you, think of your ambition, find back your study spirit like 2 years ago. Fight the laziness, don't pampered it. I can do it, she believe that and please believe myself. Wow, whatever that she said, is so meaningful.Nigel typed something for me in MSN, even though I was offline and he believed that I would be able to see whenever I am online. Whatever that he said was right. "ni shi wei zhi zi er huo bu shi wei bie ren er huo". In fact, I don't know what he was trying to say, but think again, I fathom. I survive is because of myself, not anybody else. Yup, I think I'm the stupidest person in this world, always think of his classmates even though they don't really care about me. So I promised you guys( my sec's friend ), I will survive for myself! Don't worry. I won't be sad just because of them. I believe I still have you guys and my CCA's friend. So sorry guys for making you guys worried. I know all of you,my newtown's friends are showing our school vision! "SHOW CARE AND CONCERN". lol...I hope that I am not as lazy as before already!!! CHIONG AGHHHHH!!!!:)
I believe I can do it for my Diploma even though it doesn't really suit me because TOO MAN for me already! LOL. But who knows right? I will show you guys!