3:46 AM / Wednesday, April 1, 2009
Hey,peeps! How are you today? So far so good. I am EXTREMELY WELL today. You know why? Of course it is not because of the sky is so high but I didn't do anything today. I attempted to read some english composition to expand my vocabulary but I didn't do much. Too bad. People wants to have a lot of holidays so that they are able to enjoy their life to the fullest. For example, sitting in front of the laptop for more than 6 hours, watching tv for more than 4 hours, sleep as many hours as they want. What kind of wonderful life. For me, I rather making coffee the whole day. I smile and I make for your my coffee. I said Thank You, you happy!
I realise that study is not as important as people think. Of course, I stay in Singapore and I need a bloody shit of certificate to survive. But do you ever enjoy what you are doing? I have a lot of pressure in Starbucks but I love working in Starbucks. I told Wansiri that shall I end my education journey with secondary O levels certificate instead? HAHA! When I said that to her, I automatically would know that what she was thinking. She knew I was not this kind of person. However, Shall I end my education right now? So that I can become a FULL TIME BARISTA IN STARBUCKS COFFEE. What The Hell Am I Thinking At The Moment!
I found out that I am not as welly as before. In other words, I am not WELLY TAN anymore. I have become lazy, fatty and ugly! WoHoo~
Bullshit! I am still Good-Looking okay:)
You know what! Sometimes I think my future will be like tha would be better!
Early morning wake up, then praying then ride my motorbike to work.
Evening, going home, settle everything, pray, dinner together with my family, playing around with my nephew, if i feel bored, i will ride my motorcycle to my friend's house, or even riding alone, then going back home,watching tv with mum then sleep. and do the same thing everyday. No stress! Yea, it is what my friends do everyday now. They live at this kind of environment.
Unlike Singapore, EVERYTHING GO VERY FAST. Make a simple example of walking, they can walk 10 steps faster than normal people walk. I know, TIME IS GOLD/MONEY. But I still prefer a relaxing environment. Does it mean that I shall going back to Indonesia? Is it better for me instead of struggling alone in the other country? HAHA! No way, I will still stay in SINGAPORE because I want to earn more money so that my family all are happy!
Or maybe after working so hard in Singapore, finally I can get a Permanent Residence Card here, then I am capable enough to buy a house over here so that my nephew, Christiano can study overboard and my mum can accompany me over here. After finishing work, come back home, my mum has cooked a good food for me. Wow, so nice lal~~~ When will it be real? :)
If Singapore has a bridge to Indonesia, wow, will be better. I can go home whenever I like! So good! So envy with malaysian, they can come back here and there.
I think I have thought too much!!!!!
Yup, I found out that I don't have best friend in Singapore, you know why? When I feel very sad or happy, i will always sms to my best friends, but see my handphone contact number, no one, i only select few people in Singapore that I would share my feeling to them. One of them, Kimberly Quek! hahaha:) But Kim also doesn't tell me EVERYTHING also lal. ahaha:) but i know kim still love her F6! too badd~~
Finally, I am working tomorrow!