7:42 AM / Thursday, April 2, 2009

Hello! Apa kabar? Piye Kabare? Sawadikap, sebaidimai? How are you? Moshimoshi. Hanehaseyo. -.-
I realise that there are good looking guys and gals outside there.haha:)
Why I say that so sudden! lol. Since I like to say I'm good looking, and all the people gave me 'whatever' answer haha but I found that there are more good looking people than me in this world. It is so unbelievable. *like real*
I promised you. I never hide. But if you wanna cry, cry in my shoulder. if you need someone who care for you, look for me! If you're feeling sad, you can look for me as well. hahaha..
Today my store is not busy. Too bad. No customer, very bored. Anyway, tomorrow, I have nothing to do. I really hope that I can open my book and start revising my exams.
I want to go back to Indonesia. haha:) But I promised everyone that I will be back during Chinese New Year Eve in 2010. Because I'm not fresh enough as people around there didn't have suprise when I went back home. haha:)
Okay. ANG SHU MAN! She always says that I didn't mention her name in my blog. But seriously I understand her feeling. Because when your friend mentions your name in his/her blog, you will feel very happy. It is my opinion because I feel that way. And I believe that ANG SHU MAN feels that way as well. Well, ANG SHU MAN! ANG SHU MAN is going to marry soon. Haha. I don't know why I want to say that. But it is just coming up from my mind at once.
It had been so long I didn't contact with ALEX CHEAH, PNG SHI HUI, LIM YAN LIN. We went to Genting together. We came back then lost contact because everybody hate me. sigh~ too bad.
Oh, I feel like drinking carlberg and smoking you know! Just feel very stress. Maybe by drinking and smoking are able to make me relax? :) Hello, I'm 20 now. I can buy all stuff but do I have money? Haiz, don't take it seriously of what I said. It is all nonsense anyway.
To tell you honestly, I feel that people treat me like a wall. Seriously. I'm not senstitive or whatever but maybe I'm a type of boring people then they don't like to chat with me or even talk to me. It makes me fear as I'm going to Poly and if I don't have friends, my gosh, I cantsurvive man! I can't be like LIM YAN LIN who can tell jokes and make people laugh. I can't be like PNG SHI HUI who can make people enjoy to every single words that she said. I can't be ALEX CHEAH who can always make people comfortable with him everywhere anytime. I can't be like NAZRUDIN who can buy something that you want then I will buy it for you for sure. I can't be like WANSIRI who can be as friendly as she can. I can't be like Benjamin Tan who can as cool&quiet as he can as well. I can't be like anyone because I am simply WELLY TAN who can't do anything that make friends happy always. Hahaha:)
No choice, I am WELLY TAN.