too bad! Everytime I need to tell you guys about my bad news! When Can I have my good news for all of you? I also don't know?! I am perplexed. Today, from 9am to 4pm, i was scolded by my partners! Did I do something wrong? Yes, they said! They said that I was not serious enough! OMG! Welly was not serious enough? I thought Welly always takes thing seriously! :(

Today, i had my Art of Espresso training! but i did 2.5 hours of POS register! Aisyah asked me to do POS register first! Anyway, I was always too SLOW and did mistakes. Of course, I was scolded by them again. After that, I did my Art of Espresso. One of my partner told me that I need to understand the Art of Espresso stuff as it is very important. During the Bar Test, my manager, Oyah will test my Art of Espresso. However, I did a lot of mistakes again and SCOLDED by them AGAIN! What The...

Alex,my same badge partner saw me scolded by Aisyah,Siti they all. He was puzzled why I was always scolded by them? That's why! He did everything but didn't get scolding at all! I can say that I am just too unfortunate or they are simply don't like me! Nope, I shouldn't say that! As IT IS MY FAULT! I AM JUST SIMPLY STUPID AND DON"T KNOW ANYTHING! THEY TOLD ME HOW TO DO BUT I STILL CAN'T DO IT WELL! I NEED TO BLAME WELLY! :(

I told myself whether I should quit or not! But I shouldn't give up easily! BUT when I am working with Romell, I feel comfortable. I think he treats me well. Hmm, perhaps, even though I did wrong, he didn't scold me BUT he would simply tell me how to do the proper way!

I feel sorry to blog this stuff but my patient has its limit! Siti, Aisyah, I am so sorry to say that you love to scold me but i hope that you really understand my feeling! I am human too! I know that I am still new but can you treat me well? can u speak nicely to me when I have done anything wrong? I know it is not ur fault! You have the right to scold me when I do mistakes but can you understand my feeling! Sigh!

Starbucks says that it hopes it can be the third place for me. But I can't feel the third place. When I step into Starbucks, I was very afraid. Because of your scolding, It makes me feel like I am in the jail. On 18 december, we all have the outing, even though I can make it, but I still will not go! I no need to explain why! I think all of you know why I will not go for the outing! I feel like transfer to another outlet but after considering, i think it is useless because even though I transfer, and i did the same mistakes, my partners will still scold me. Now I shall understand and listen attentively when they teach me! But seriously speaking I am really seriously listen and follow what they want me to do but I don't know why I still forget how many pumps of syrups should I put for the Tall, Grande or Venti size beverage!

My dearest reader, I am so sorry for you to read my bloody shit blog as it is all my frustrations about Starbucks even though I know I shouldn't say anything about them. How will they feel when they read my blog?

Oyah! I really need ur help! I feel every stress when I work in Starbucks marina square. I am sorry as I make you disappointed. I am not a good partner. I am not a good person.

Will I still survive?