Hi Atan, How are you in the heaven? I miss you so much! I really miss you a lot. Why shouldn't you wait for another next few month and wait for me to come back home and see you for the last moment? I think you knew me very well since we were together for a bout 6-7 years. Whenever I came back to Indonesia, you would be very happy and always stick to me. I knew you love my room so much as I wouldn't hit and ask you to go away.

I still remembered when you came to my house, I was very scared of you and I didn't dare to touch you at all. I knew that you were angry as you owner went back to Thailand and you will stay with us. I know that your fur is easily drop and I used a lot of things to recover you but I couldn't work. I am so sorry, Atan!

Whenever you were bored, I would always accompany you. When you were lonely, I would always talk to you. You still remember, I always like to tell others that you are my wife. Yes, you were so obedient until I could do anything for you. I knew you were always alone. When I was still schooling in Indonesia, I would always talk to you and told you my secret as you would promise me that you wouldn't tell others. LOL. Atan, you suffered a lot, I knew.

Atan, I just heard from Licen that you have passed away. You have the car accident? The bloody car! WATCH OUT! Hope next time, you will have car accident too as you have killed my wife! F*ck! Atan, hope you are in the heaven peacefully. Tantan, do you miss me? I miss you a lot. I knew that I have continued my studies in Singapore for almost 4 years and I seldom talked to you as I was not around. You are a smart dog! You knew how to shake hand:) You were always keep quiet and wouldn't jump here and there.

Tantan, I am so sorry that I couldn't go back to Balai to see you. My mum asked our neighbour to bury you! Did he really does his job for you? Or He cut your body and eat? Tantan, he does eat dog meat! I do afraid that he will cook you. I am afraid. Really! Can you feel my feeling now? Tantan, you are the dog that I love the most! No one can replace you.

Anyway, in my heart, I still have you,tantan! I will pray for you so that you are well too even though we are in the different world. I believe that you will always sit beside me even though you are not in this world anymore. After the car accident, how ugly you are, I won't afraid you, you can come to my dream and I will entertain you!

When my mum was praying to Gohonzon, you would always hide below the chair and listen to her praying. I hope that Gohonzon can help you to be in the better world. I am so sorry,Tantan, if I didn't do my job to look after you properly! It's my faults.

Tantan, I promise you that I will look after your 2 sons if I am in Indonesia. I will ask my mum to look after your 2 sons; Whisky and Blacky! I hope that both of them will be as obedient as you! Whisky is naughty! :) Blacky? I haven't gotten the opportunity to see him yet! He is still small. Okay, tantan, please take good care of yourself. Thank you for accompanying me whenever I was bored. Thank you for everything.

LOVE,TANTAN:):)